promises.

Inspired by Waynie's post.

一句：I love you Forever
对于一对热恋中的男女，这话有多重大和动听~
一旦这感情断了
那些forever也一样的~消失了
我只能说，不要随便许下承诺

如果，其中一方还那么在意它的不存在，那~为什么不要在拥有的时候珍惜呢？

很可笑，也很矛盾
真的决定了放弃，怎么还那么在乎那些承诺
可能是自私的心态吧？

感情让每个人都受伤了，也让每个人成长
就算在感情上摔了一跤
只要勇敢的爬起来
事情久了，回头一看
还真的想谢谢曾经伤害过自己的人
让我得到了教训

谢谢那些伤害过我的人 =）
我学会了如何爬起来

........

Her post is really meaningful.

She grows up alot,but I'm still the same me.

I grow up physically but not mentally,

I'm still that childish and unconsiderate.

Why?

Maybe I never get hurt,

I'm the one who hurt others ever since I'm born.

That's why I never grow up.

The past memories are hunting me,

appear like video clips in my mind,

this is killing me,

I dare not to tell you.

But I know you will forgive me.

I never grow up,until the day I get hurt in future.

and I never appreciate,

because I know you will never get angry with me for long.

I'm selfish.

I think I'm good but actually I'm not.

I think I'm kind but actually I'm not.

you are so good to me,

whatever wrong I've done will eventually become your fault.

Why?

Because I'm so selfish that I think it's not my fault.

Because I'm so selfish that I think that's nth to angry about.

Because I know you love me and you could not stand the arguement.

Because you love me.

What's appreciate?

I'm still unfamiliar with this word.

teach me pls..

or,

just hurt me.

I don't want to think like a child.

I don't want to hurt anyone anymore.

-emo post.

Jen